Wednesday, August 11, 2010


Every night.
I withdraw into my bed.
Waiting for this energy to calm down.
I am in a spiritual trauma.
There is no way to escape.
This energy, never give me any rest.
Yet I am to believe it is a great blessing,
even when it feels like a curse.
I don't know how I managed this far,
or why I still go on.
Why do I still go on.
I just do.

1 comment:

Mark said...

As i sit in bed with the energy in my spine all cold and on my head, i feel a bubbling inside me, an anxiety and guilt that i do not know why. My mind is intoxicated with the occasional image flying past in my mind like a bird. but i read your post and realise that i am not the only one !
i turn on the radio and listen to christian radio and read the bible to comfort me. haha. keep in touch bro