Monday, September 12, 2011

Rampaging Headache, Wide Awake.

the energy built up,
the headache is rampaging,
it is scary how bad it can become,
from heaven to hell,
the mind won't calm down,
the energy for some reason went haywire,
and it was not calculated,
this is weird and disrupting,
maybe i should allow the energy to surface,
in however it will manifest,
to surrender is not easy,
even after 3 years,
i'm wide awake,
i feel inflicted by a spiritual disease,
until i allow the energy to manifest,
maybe it will subside,
then the disease becomes a rejuvenating one,
just another hell,
should survive this one too,
life is suffering,

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