Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Brooding Rage.

i feel sick
i am suffering
i am not satisfied
and i have this brooding rage
i just want to smash something
so that i can say
that was my doing
the day of my terrible rage

i hate this living
i am sick
and tired of this shit
just want to not exist

this process i go through
that i am told
i need to shut up about
and suppress
is penetrating my daily life
and i am screaming and sobbing through the day
like the screeching on stressed railroads

this day is just another traumatic day
in my life of endless nightmares
untold suffering

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