Disheartened And Fearful.

meaninglessness,

snuffed the meaning out,

empty room,

emptiness,

great frustration,

great protector,

if I now put my mail-helmet on,

mean it war?

vigilant,

but a weakness is exposed,

and exposed is what I am,

disheartened and fearful,

mean it defeat?

peace is what I came for,

war is what I got,

when defeat is an impending doom,

will I go on?